i'm not planned to keep it that way

I think I’m gonna cry

No, not now,

It’s not the right time and it’s not the right place,

My parents and friends will know

I have the wrong face.

What’s wrong,

I do not know, I feel

Dizzy and exausted

I think my head will explode,

I feel busted.

I feel like all my secrets

Come up, on the surface,

It’s like a fog of confusion,

Regrets

I had them forever, what’s going on?

I am broken inside

By something, I don’t know what,

There’s something,

My pride, maybe all that I have,

All that I want I’m aiming vicious.